Last Monday, I was talking to someone back home about my teaching experience. They asked me if I was becoming “calloused.” At first I said “yeah sure. I guess some of the things they say to me don’t affect me as much anymore.” It seemed to make sense. I don’t come home upset about the things students say anymore; they actually make me laugh. Does that make me calloused?
I made my greatest bounds relationship wise this week. Students I am failing were telling me that they enjoyed my teaching and promised they would try harder to do well. Students who seemed unimpressed were smiling and excited. It felt natural and great to be teaching. After the week passed, I thought back to the calloused conversation, and realized if anything I’ve become the opposite. My heart is so soft towards these kids. Now that I know some of their struggles and home-lives, I care for them so much. If saying one disrespectful comment to me gets them through the day, I will handle it. More than anything, I want to help them. I want to change their lives even if they don’t realize I’m doing it.
This week
we used technology, read “The Cat in the Hat,” and read another Greek myth. The
amount I am getting them to read and enjoy is so much more than when I
started. As a teacher, I am growing in
efficiency and confidence, and the students can tell. This week has been so devoted to teaching,
and I love it even more than I thought I would.
One Came Home Lifeline Theater |
As for my
Chicago living experience, I did not do much this week because I was devoted to
planning and sleeping- everyone in the house was getting a little sick, and I
have never wanted to avoid sickness so badly. On Thursday, we went to Lifeline
Theater to the play “One Came Home.” It was a small stage with few props and a
lot of imagination (ex. using a ladder as a horse). Seeing this small play just showed how much
the city appreciates arts no matter how small.
My roommates and I also attempted to go to the Lagunitas Brewery, but
that place is like a small city in itself!
We ended up never finding the entrance until the tour had already
started. I guess that will be an
adventure for another weekend!
Proud of you Amanda!
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